Wednesday 20 May 2015

Like I'm gonna lose you

Hey,

Right now I am addicted to a song called "like I'm gonna lose you" and it has really made me think that you can't take everything for granted.
Some of the lyrics are:
"In the blink of an eye, just a whisper of smoke, you could lose everything the truth is you never know."
Right now I like somebody and I really want to tell him but I really don't think he likes me back but everytime I listen to this song I always think of him more than I normally do. I might lose him so I need to just tell him. If you have any problem like this or you feel like you can't tell a friend something that you did or said then just do it and if they fall out with you they obviously weren't a good friend in the first place and my advice to that is keep smiling. The more you smile, the better it gets. Some days it will hurt to smile but you have people who care about you more than them so you are better off without them. If somebody is your friend and then you say something they don't like and they fall out with you then you don't need them just let them get on with their life and then if they don't get along with their other friends and you see them upset in a corner with nobody then be really nice to them and they will realise how much they need you.

I am going to tell the person I like eventually but I think I am going to tell him tomorrow. Shhhh don't tell my friends.
I love anybody who reads this blog (even though I don't post alot) see you next time 😘

Girl Online. Going Offline.

Saturday 9 May 2015

Hi,

Sorry I haven't uploaded in a long time but I have been really busy. I just wanted to say that if you say you are going to give up it can put pressure on your friends because they try to tell you not to say it because they love you and then they struggle with their life and all you think about is yourself.
Help your friends but still think about yourself just not too much.

I will post again next week.
Girl Online. Going Offline.

Monday 13 April 2015

Sleepover

Hey,

Sorry this update is quite late but I decided to leave it until today as I had a family night last night and I was sleeping round my dads on Sunday. But even though Alaska doesn't read this I just wanted to mention how much I enjoyed the sleepover we had at hers on Thursday. I'm not one to sleep at other people's houses because I am always worried something will happen and they won't like me but I took a chance because of all the persuading Alaska did. So I went over and I had lots of fun and I also put lots on my snapchat.

If you are ever scared to stay round your friends house because you don't stay away from home much or something like that just tell them and I'm sure they will understand and they will say to bring something from home so it makes you feel like you are in your own bedroom at home sleeping. I decided to stay awake until I got so tired I had no choice but to sleep.

Also I think me and Jason are friends now but I'm not too sure I just waited until he said that he forgave me for whatever I did or until he forgot. I did try guessing but I failed everytime. So if I had to give advice on that I would say just wait and if there is somebody that was your friend but recently decided not to be your friend just talk to them a little bit but don't annoy them and just wait and eventually they will have no choice but to forgive you. While you wait for them to forgive you don't forget to smile because sometimes if you look sad about it then they just continue but if you look happy and make it look like you don't need them then they will soon crawl back.
See you soon.

Girl Online. Going Offline.

Saturday 4 April 2015

Easter Time!

Hi guys,

It's late now and by the time I update this it will be Easter Day! I'm so exited to see what my family thinks about what I have done for them. I have spent the whole of today making cards because I have spent about a week planning them. I got quite stressed making 13 cards and me being me I took it out on somebody else as she is asleep now I will apologise in the morning.

I just wanted to talk a little about trust and friendships. You may think you are best friends or just friends with somebody so you will trust them and tell them your secrets you have never told anybody else. But if you haven't done this I would suggest you never do. I did this with Jason and we aren't friends anymore. He hates me and I have grown to like him less each day the thing is he won't tell me why but that is okay because I can live my life not knowing why. He is a great person and I am not slagging him off. So nobody gets this idea I won't mention him in any more of my blogs unless you ask me to or if I do something with Alaska and he is there or simply if I think you will benefit me talking about something I did that involved him that I regret.

Jasmine and Alaska if you are reading this I miss you x
Jason if you are reading this I'm sorry.

I will update next week and sorry I missed last week I was really busy and maybe I will update tomorrow.

Girl Online. Going Offline.

Tuesday 24 March 2015

Sad life

Hi guys,

My dog died yesterday and she was the cutest animal I had ever seen. Her name was Tyler and she had cancer and had to be put down. My step dad was the owner of her and he was so sad the last thing he said to her was "daddy loves you" and I burst into tears when I heard that. I thought my friends wouldn't be supportive and help me be happier but Alaska is amazing and pushed everybody out of the way and even left her boyfriend just to give me a hug which made me so much better Mason my other friend helped me too as she hugged me and doesn't leave my side. For Jasmine it is different because she is still at home with the stupid face injury.
My life is sad at the minute but my friends are helping so if you have any problems in life just know you are not alone you can just comment on here and I will be there for you or you can tell your family or friends if it is more personal. Just know somebody cares and if you think that nobody cares then just know they do because I have only just realised how much Alaska cares about me from the message she sent me. Also I fell down the stairs and have a painful back injury so be careful on stairs.
As always see you next time.

Girl Online. Going Offline

Sunday 15 March 2015

Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Migraines

Hi guys I have been having panic attacks quite a lot I also keep having migraines and this will only be short but make sure you tell somebody if you have these problems. Go to the doctors and sort it out. I am going to do homework now.
Jasmine if you see this get well soon I love you and miss you xx (#AmazingFriend)
Bye.

Girl Online. Going Offline.

Friday 27 February 2015

Alaska, Jason and being a third wheel

Hey,

I am late again but I have been busy weekends and week but that isn't my fault.
I am here now and I am friends with Alaska and her and Jason are so cute together and Alaska is one of the best things that could have happened to me. I really couldn't live without her.
Jason and Alaska as I said are cute but I am alway a third wheel ... And I just thought I would make my blog about this because if you ever feel like this it is okay ... People would rather be a tricycle than a bicycle as Alaska said.
But if you have a friend and they are in a relationship give them some space ... You never know who you might loose if you don't give them space and I have learnt from myself and life couldn't be better.

Girl Online. Going Offline.

Monday 16 February 2015

Late update

Today it is a late update.

Yesterday I had my step brother and sister over who are 8 years old. We went swimming for most of the day and watched a movie and went to the park after. I really enjoyed it and can't wait for them to come over again.
That is why this is a late update because we spent so much time together yesterday so now I am at home as it is a week of school and updating my blog. I really hope that you are enjoying these blogs and think that it is a better way of updating doing it every week instead of everyday. It is easier for me and lets me keep up with homework and family.
I don't have much more to talk about as last week was all just school and homework before the week off so I will end this here and might update in the week sometime but until then ...

Girl Online. Going Offline.

Sunday 8 February 2015

Today

Hey there,

Today I went to hobby craft and I bought some things ...
I bought three eastery crosstitches, and some duck tape ...
It is really funky this is only short because it is late but jasmine is coming to the cafe tomorrow Skyla
Is talking to me along with Jason and Jasmine and now Alaska has fell out with me so has Carol but Carol is a b**** face anyway. And Alaska is just jealous because I am good friends with Jason.
That is all I will do, please comment and tell your friends about me, see you next week.

Girl Online, Going Offline.

Friday 30 January 2015

Early update

This is early.
As you know.
But I have lost a friend maybe two so this might only be short.
Alaska has kind of shut me out of her life and I don't know why. She is an amazing person and friend and I miss her. I have tried all I can to get her back. I now think Jason is not my friend as I think I just really annoyed him. I don't know what to do now I guess I just wait and see what happens so ... Wish me good luck and I will update next week. Well next month so see ya.

Girl Online. going Offline.

Monday 26 January 2015

One a week

Hey ...

I haven't posted in a long time.this is because I have been poorly and I have been busy. My brother Charly has injured himself and I have had to help him too. But today Jasmine encouraged me to do a new post. She is doing something and I am really proud of her. Well she is doing 2 things really. Also she is the only friend that has stayed friends with me and one said I have no life because I am a blogger. One made me have suicidal thoughts but then I noticed what would be lost if I did it and I wouldn't do it anyway. Anyway what I am saying is I thought that nobody liked me because of this and I thought nobody reads it so I am going to post once a week and I think it would be right to post at the weekend because then I can tell you about my week which means less post but longer ones.

I only have one person reading this from the comments and from what it says on my profile because my profile wasn't showing my blogs. I hope you will continue to read what I write and I will see you on Sunday xx

Girl Online. going Offline.

Thursday 15 January 2015

Really poorly

I am not going to do much but I am going to do something because I will feel bad otherwise.
I got sent home early today because I felt really sick. Jasmine said she felt really bad because she didnt stay with me while Jason and Alaska were flirting (we were in the canteen too) and then Jason realised I was crying and just went "oh ... What is wrong with you" so that made me smile. But that is all because I am ill so bye.

Girl Online. Going Offline.



Wednesday 14 January 2015

14 posts

I have nothing to talk about once again and I feel like I am rambling. I am rambling. Anyway I have done 14 posts which it doesn't feel like that is true. But it is. And before we know it we will be in feb.
I am really looking forward to the weekend and I also want to put pink hair chalk in my hair for school because I find it unfair how teachers get to do things that we don't so I will put pink hair chalk in my hair. Before I start getting angry I will go.

Girl Online. Going Offline.

Tuesday 13 January 2015

Weather on facebook

I'm back.

I still don't have any ideas of what I could do. But I am on facebook and I don't watch the news.
Now these are two totally different things but I don't watch the news because I just think it upsets me because it is just telling us about bad things in the world that we can't do anything about so why do I need to know about it. Also the weather reports I don't care about because almost all the time they are wrong. This is where facebook comes in. People post what is happening outside with the weather. I am one of these people. So it REALY annoys me when somebody post thing like "I KNOW WHAT IS HAPPENING OUTSIDE I HAVE EYES" because some people are busy and just have a quick look down facebook and see that is is snowing or raining and maybe that is good info for them.

So If you are a person who comments on the weather well done to you but if you are somebody who criticises these people then you obviously don't have a job or friends or a school life sorry but it is true. Tat is my mini rant over so see you tomorrow if I get views on this.

Girl Online. Going Offline.

Monday 12 January 2015

Christmas CD's and Ending The Blog

Hi there

I wanted to say today what cd's I got for Christmas because I have nothing else to talk about that is not too personal that will give who I am away. For Christmas I asked for 4 c's and I got 3/4 of them I wanted One Direction, Taylor Swift, Olly Murs and Ed Sheeran and I got the main ones. Every one but Taylor Swift then my dad yesterday treated me to Taylor Swift. Really I don't care what people think of me for having these if you don't like them you don't but yeah ... I will have to ask Jason what I can talk about because he is the one friend that every time I post something he reads it so he know what I have talked about and what I haven't talked about.

He will be the person to blame if I don't have anything to talk about haha. Because I don't know weather anybody likes this and I don't know if you are reading it. I might end my blog all together and take down all my posts and just at like nothing ever happened.
So I guess this is the end of this post so ...

Girl Omline. Going Offline.

Sunday 11 January 2015

I did it !!!!

I have wrote something today so I have done it. I don't know what I should tell you about me I guess I will ask Jason and maybe Alaska or Jasmine but anyway right now I will say I have a brother and a dog I live with my mum step dad and brother and apart from feeling like crap I am okay I guess I will try to come up with some things to tell you as nobody ever comments so bye.

Girl Online. Going Offline.

Saturday 10 January 2015

Can't do fact file :'(

Hey

I have had a really busy day and can't do much and tomorrow I am going out so I am really busy so I can't do what I said I was going to which was a fact file about me post. I will try to post something tomorrow but I can't promise. I also haven't been very well. This is only sort and sorry but I can't help it. So bye.

Girl Online. Going Offline.

Friday 9 January 2015

Half a day hugs

Hey there,

The name of this post today is half a day hugs and this is because Jason gives the BEST hugs ever and we only had half a day. So today I gave Jason the challenge to give me 10 hugs and they had to be spread out. And he did it and I thought it would be nice if I mentioned his hugs in my blog. So I gave him a whole post about his hugs. This might be very boring for you and it might not.

Jason is a really nice person and Alaska is lucky to go out with him. He gives everybody great hugs. He gives me a hug whenever I ask him and he is just really nice. This is only short I know but I have got lots of things to do tomorrow I will be saying all about myself so I hope you liked today's blog. And I hope you will like tomorrow's too.
Bye.

Girl Online. Going Offline.

Thursday 8 January 2015

Revising gets you somewhere

Hey.
Most people think that revising is a massive waste of time. But it isn't. As I am one of those people who forget things easily I asked my teacher if I could take by book home. This was so I could revise. I did revise as I said in one of my previous blogs. I just revised for the wrong date. I can honestly say I would have guessed on 50% of the questions if I didn't revise for it. But I revised which meant I answered every question and only had to guess on one. Jason and Alaska were Jason and Alaska and didnt revise. Obviously this is okay for them because they just seem to get questions right. But I think I did okay. At least I wasn't the only one revising because Jasmine and Carol also revised along with other friends.

I am so glad it is Thursday and will be Friday tomorrow because I have not missed school at all. I only missed my friends. I didn't miss the homework or the tests, but who does. Now I am in my room listening to music (Alaska would love it) and just relaxing. I just video called Jason and I was doing my hair just to try out some things I had for Christmas.
I hope you have had a good week at school and I will be back tomorrow as always.

Girl Online. Going Offline.

Wednesday 7 January 2015

Lessons

Hey there again,

It's me obviously and today I thought I would talk about lessons which I know is boring but oh well give me something to talk about. 😜Anyway today as you know I thought I had a big science test but I don't. I had Geography, History, Pe, Modern Languages and then Art. Most of these lessons I hate or dislike and some I acctually do like. Geography I like because I think it is fun and I like the teacher. Today in lesson we listened to Let It Go but a cover version to give us an idea of what our new topic is. In History we have had a really mean teacher and nobody liked him and then our original teacher came back today. We did about the civil war which nobody wants to do. This is one lesson I dislike. Then in PE we did PE things and another lesson I dislike is this lesson. Modern languages was French but now we have changed it to Spanish which I guess is better so I used to HATE is now a dislike. I then had form which is just form only we had we year 7's in. Art was last lesson which I just love and that is it.

Another thing that happened in my day is I gave Jason his present. It was a big pink badge because I couldn't find another colour. But he didnt like it and was going to give it away so I kept it in the end. I am really sad about this but I guess the world keeps turning and I have to carry on. But this is only a small thing so it won't matter to anybody else but me. Anyway I have to say something in the saying keep your friends close but your enemies closer you still m
Need to keep your friends super close because some of my friends have been falling out with me and then being my friend again and won't tell me why so I can't change. So whatever you do talk to your friends lots but never too much. I will see you tomorrow.

Girl Online. Going Offline.

Tuesday 6 January 2015

School already taking over

Hey today was the first day back at school. I can't write much because I have lots of revision to do for a test I have tomorrow. I am really worried so I have to revise revise and revise a bit more. It seems really hard but I am sure if I try hard enough but yeah I am gonna revise then do my own mini test.
But enough of homework I was really exited for school and I don't know why I guess it was because I got to see my friends again. I really missed them and it was only for 2 weeks.
As I said I have lots of revision to do so I am going to leave now but I will write more again tomorrow.

Girl Online. Going Offline.

Monday 5 January 2015

Towning

Heya.

Today I went to town with Jasmine and Alaska we went to lots of different shops and it was great fun. My main objective was to get Jason a present and i won't say what it is because he reads this. But I did go to get him hairspray (the kind that colours your hair) and it was going to be grey because there wasn't a white. I chose this colour because he wanted to dye his hair and this was the next best thing. But I wasn't old enough. I was going to get him plasters as a joke because of his knee. But they were on a reduced stand because it was half empty and the box was damaged.then I was gonna get him some makeup as a joke because he isn't a girl. Just so you know now I am not very funny. But I found him something last minute which I still don't know if he will like it but oh we'll that is his loss because I will just use it. I got a couple of other things which I won't list. I had a really good time.
I then took Jasmine home and Alaska walked because she said she was fine. She doesn't know it but we saw her and waved at her but she didn't see us.
Anyway that is all I did so see you tomorrow.

Girl Online. Going Offline.

Sunday 4 January 2015

Ice Skating

Hey again

Today I went ice skating with Jason and Alaska and some of Alaska's family.
I used to have one to one Ice skating lessons until I injured myself badly.i had one time when I got took out by a hokey skater who tilted and hit my skates causing me to go backwards and that took me a week to recover. But this one injury was really bad like 6 months to recover bad I was on crutches and almost had to have an operation somehow Jasmine hurt herself the same even though it wasn't the same way. But we made it through. Today Jason looked upset and me and Alaska couldn't find out why and it was because he had hurt his knee too. He fell over because he said he wasn't good at skating and couldn't do it but I personally think he did really well. So stay safe when on slippery things and I guess I will see you again tomorrow.

Girl online. Going offline.

Saturday 3 January 2015

Friends

I'm back.

Last night me and my friends decided on things I could call them to keep this blog annonomous.
My main friends are Jasmine, Alaska, Jason, Louise and Carol. So these are the friends I will be talking about the most.
They are great friends and I couldn't live without them. Last year I lost my best friend who meant everything to me and Jasmine, Alaska, Jason, Louise and carol all helped me realise I didn't need her and she wasn't everything. This was the point I noticed that she had been living my life for me. And that shouldn't have been happening. So I decided to live by this rule " your life is a coin don't let anybody else spend it for you " from then I got over Mildred (the name I will call her) and my main friends got me back on track. Now I don't care if Mildred says something horrible or says she never liked me because I have five amazing friends that helped get me over her a d she is nothing to me anymore.

I decided to write about this today because I found some notes that were in my uniform pocket from last year and they were notes that my friends had wrote to me and they helped.
I don't really know the moral of the story so if you are reading this and can comment on it comment what you think the moral of this story is.
See you tomorrow.

Girl online. Going offline

Friday 2 January 2015

Blog Starter

I have decided to start a blog.

This blog.

Why?

Because I have been inspired by Zoe Sugg who wrote Girl Online.
If you know the book then you know it starts the same way as I have started this.
I don't know if anybody is reading this right now but yeah that's not my fault. I don't have any idea how all of this works.
It might be that you know who I am it might not be and I might just be rambling and rambling. I hope I am not but that is all I am going to write today and I will write something tomorrow too. Oh happy new year and I will end the same as the blog ended in girl online.

Girl online. Going offline.