Like I'm gonna lose you

Hey,

Right now I am addicted to a song called "like I'm gonna lose you" and it has really made me think that you can't take everything for granted.
Some of the lyrics are:
"In the blink of an eye, just a whisper of smoke, you could lose everything the truth is you never know."
Right now I like somebody and I really want to tell him but I really don't think he likes me back but everytime I listen to this song I always think of him more than I normally do. I might lose him so I need to just tell him. If you have any problem like this or you feel like you can't tell a friend something that you did or said then just do it and if they fall out with you they obviously weren't a good friend in the first place and my advice to that is keep smiling. The more you smile, the better it gets. Some days it will hurt to smile but you have people who care about you more than them so you are better off without them. If somebody is your friend and then you say something they don't like and they fall out with you then you don't need them just let them get on with their life and then if they don't get along with their other friends and you see them upset in a corner with nobody then be really nice to them and they will realise how much they need you.

I am going to tell the person I like eventually but I think I am going to tell him tomorrow. Shhhh don't tell my friends.
I love anybody who reads this blog (even though I don't post alot) see you next time 😘

Girl Online. Going Offline.

Hi,

Sorry I haven't uploaded in a long time but I have been really busy. I just wanted to say that if you say you are going to give up it can put pressure on your friends because they try to tell you not to say it because they love you and then they struggle with their life and all you think about is yourself.
Help your friends but still think about yourself just not too much.

I will post again next week.
Girl Online. Going Offline.

Sleepover

Hey,

Sorry this update is quite late but I decided to leave it until today as I had a family night last night and I was sleeping round my dads on Sunday. But even though Alaska doesn't read this I just wanted to mention how much I enjoyed the sleepover we had at hers on Thursday. I'm not one to sleep at other people's houses because I am always worried something will happen and they won't like me but I took a chance because of all the persuading Alaska did. So I went over and I had lots of fun and I also put lots on my snapchat.

If you are ever scared to stay round your friends house because you don't stay away from home much or something like that just tell them and I'm sure they will understand and they will say to bring something from home so it makes you feel like you are in your own bedroom at home sleeping. I decided to stay awake until I got so tired I had no choice but to sleep.

Also I think me and Jason are friends now but I'm not too sure I just waited until he said that he forgave me for whatever I did or until he forgot. I did try guessing but I failed everytime. So if I had to give advice on that I would say just wait and if there is somebody that was your friend but recently decided not to be your friend just talk to them a little bit but don't annoy them and just wait and eventually they will have no choice but to forgive you. While you wait for them to forgive you don't forget to smile because sometimes if you look sad about it then they just continue but if you look happy and make it look like you don't need them then they will soon crawl back.
See you soon.

Girl Online. Going Offline.

Easter Time!

Hi guys,

It's late now and by the time I update this it will be Easter Day! I'm so exited to see what my family thinks about what I have done for them. I have spent the whole of today making cards because I have spent about a week planning them. I got quite stressed making 13 cards and me being me I took it out on somebody else as she is asleep now I will apologise in the morning.

I just wanted to talk a little about trust and friendships. You may think you are best friends or just friends with somebody so you will trust them and tell them your secrets you have never told anybody else. But if you haven't done this I would suggest you never do. I did this with Jason and we aren't friends anymore. He hates me and I have grown to like him less each day the thing is he won't tell me why but that is okay because I can live my life not knowing why. He is a great person and I am not slagging him off. So nobody gets this idea I won't mention him in any more of my blogs unless you ask me to or if I do something with Alaska and he is there or simply if I think you will benefit me talking about something I did that involved him that I regret.

Jasmine and Alaska if you are reading this I miss you x
Jason if you are reading this I'm sorry.

I will update next week and sorry I missed last week I was really busy and maybe I will update tomorrow.

Girl Online. Going Offline.

Sad life

Hi guys,

My dog died yesterday and she was the cutest animal I had ever seen. Her name was Tyler and she had cancer and had to be put down. My step dad was the owner of her and he was so sad the last thing he said to her was "daddy loves you" and I burst into tears when I heard that. I thought my friends wouldn't be supportive and help me be happier but Alaska is amazing and pushed everybody out of the way and even left her boyfriend just to give me a hug which made me so much better Mason my other friend helped me too as she hugged me and doesn't leave my side. For Jasmine it is different because she is still at home with the stupid face injury.
My life is sad at the minute but my friends are helping so if you have any problems in life just know you are not alone you can just comment on here and I will be there for you or you can tell your family or friends if it is more personal. Just know somebody cares and if you think that nobody cares then just know they do because I have only just realised how much Alaska cares about me from the message she sent me. Also I fell down the stairs and have a painful back injury so be careful on stairs.
As always see you next time.

Girl Online. Going Offline

Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Migraines

Hi guys I have been having panic attacks quite a lot I also keep having migraines and this will only be short but make sure you tell somebody if you have these problems. Go to the doctors and sort it out. I am going to do homework now.
Jasmine if you see this get well soon I love you and miss you xx (#AmazingFriend)
Bye.

Girl Online. Going Offline.

Alaska, Jason and being a third wheel

Hey,

I am late again but I have been busy weekends and week but that isn't my fault.
I am here now and I am friends with Alaska and her and Jason are so cute together and Alaska is one of the best things that could have happened to me. I really couldn't live without her.
Jason and Alaska as I said are cute but I am alway a third wheel ... And I just thought I would make my blog about this because if you ever feel like this it is okay ... People would rather be a tricycle than a bicycle as Alaska said.
But if you have a friend and they are in a relationship give them some space ... You never know who you might loose if you don't give them space and I have learnt from myself and life couldn't be better.

Girl Online. Going Offline.